31st July

31st of July is almost over here. In Malaysia its already over. A few weeks ago in my blog, I mentioned about a blog i came across where the writer wanted to kill herself on 31st July. Today was the day. There were no new postings for the past 3-4 days so I cant be sure of here status whether she is dead or alive.

Her last few postings did show some improvement in her behavior but she still wanted to kill herself. She thinks she will go to heaven after she kills herself and be in a better place. Well, if that were true, why not all the hungry and oppressed people in Africa, middle east and North Korea and all over the world just go kill themselves? At least they will be in a better place........

Sadly I don't believe so. I believe that take your own life is the biggest sin one could make. Live is a gift from God that nobody else in the world can give...not your mother, your doctor or not even Jesus himself. By killing yourself it is as if one is not greatful. Sure life can be hard and cruel to some people, but if you don't ask for help from God, how is He supposed to help?

But what can I do its all up to her now. At least the past few days she was happier than normal, so there is a slight chance that she has changed her mind. Hopefully she has. If she has killed herself, what can i say, she's a stupid girl. With all the support she has got, she still wants to kill herself. And i hope she is happy with her after life, however it turns out...

....sayonara...