デス ノット

It's kindda scary when you think of what people are willing to do for love... Some people will cross a sea of flames just for love and some people will rather die than see his/her love being hurt. Well I guess the following case that Im going to talk about is also rather typical....

A few days ago i came across a blog of a Malaysian girl thats is planing to kill herself on 31st of July. The blog was her preparations and things she is doing before she kills herself on 31st of July. From what she told about herself, she was "cheated" by her bf and all her money has gone. typical case. Later her bf broke up with her and obviously she is very upset about it. She plans to die, become a ghost and haunt his ex-bf...Like in the Korean horror movies.

Her blog was quite interesting. She talked about her best friend and how she had supported her all this while. She also talked about various ways to commit suicide from hanging to drinking weedkiller and also talked about her saying her last words to the people close to her and stuff...

The thing is she was so calm about all of this as if she was a terminally ill cancer patient waiting for her time. As if she already excepted the fate that she will die, but in reality she can choose not to kill herself.

But despite all of her blog entries that sometimes sounds scary when u read them I think she is just one of those mentally unstable girls seeking attention. she just wants everybody to console her and make herself seem wanted, since she did admit being a loner. But in case she is serious i have said what i can to her. Other than that i cant do anything else.

But i don't seriously think she will kill herself...Even if she really meant it, i think she will chicken out. At leasat i hope she will. I dont wish for the suicide statistics to go up. Besides, she has a loving family and best friend...she has everything a person could have wanted. but her parents obviously don't know about all of this.

But i basically don't know if she really means it or not....i guess we'll just have to see on 31st July. Im expecting a message from her that sounds like "Due to the moral support shown by everyone, i wont kill myself" by that time i know she wasn't even serious from the begining...

anyways, we'll just see...